"Sometimes your joy is the source of your smile, but sometimes your smile can be the source of your joy." - Thich Nhat Hanh

Sunday, November 21

It's been awhile

   When I actually did blog, I would have never guess I could be any more non existing on blogger, guess I was wrong. I'm sure no one will even noticed this shiny, new post.

   Blog, I've been thinking about you a lot lately. At one point in my life, the thought of you intrigued me so much. It seems I could never get a handle on the whole being a blogger though. I think at one point I had t going pretty well, but I'm pretty sure that was when I had nothing else to do in life (which is kind of ironic, because why would you need a blog, when you'd have nothing interesting to blog about due to the fact that was the most exciting part in life).
   I've had many thoughts of starting you over, and keeping you going for real this time. Keywords this time, as in, I've said that I was going to "start over and keep it going" many, many times. And for that sake, I will not say that. I'll keep pondering the idea though, deal? Deal.

   I don't know if you just realized, but I basically just spoke out to my blog. Not it's readers, but the blog it self. Is it later than I thought? Maybe that Monster energy drink screwed with my head a little too much tonight.

  I've been digging the t-swift music recently. I've been on and off with that for a few years. I'm very fond of that girl and her song writing. I sure do wish she'd write the perfect song for my relationship. I mean, once you can perfectly relate with a Taylor Swift song you have lived! And I'm not talking "oh that reminds me of so and so" or "I can understand Taylor . ." I mean word for word perfect. Call me up Taylor, I'll even help.

Oh, I've kind of been writing snippets of my life in this little black book, maybe I'll quote it for you sometime.

As of now though, I must go to sleep, maybe again soon?

Love, Jamie.